Hm, well things have been fairly normal. Step-brother driving me insane, step-sister not talking to me, both of them being brats, best friend driving me crazy, and ex-best friend saving me me from the annoying kid. The only non-normal thing is other best friend is back (he was gone pretty much all last week).
So my best friend and I were going to see Twilight at midnight (she's forcing me to go. The only reason I'm letting her is to see Taylor Launter...and my crush. Hey! I don't get a lot of chances to see him! There's always tons of people around, and the last time I had anything remotely close to talking to him alone is last all of five minutes. Yippie), but her mom forgot to get tickets. So then we were going to go see it Friday during the day, but then the theater opened another screen, so we are going at midnight again. I'm kinda exited, and kinda nervous. I mean, I'll be with my crush at a movie. Sure, I'm probably not gong to wind up sitting next to him because I know that my best friend will make sure of that (I'll get to that in a moment), but still. I have a shot, don't I? I'll take anything I can get.
So to explain that, my best friend is, well, I'm not sure what her problem is. I think she's jealous, but I don't really know. See, she likes two guys, and neither of them like her back. One has a girlfriend he's been going out with for two, three years now. The other she barely ever talks too. Me? I've had two boyfriends, and one I didn't even really like (I promise I'll explain that one later. There were a lot of reasons that happened). Another guess is she likes him too. The proof? She said yes when he asked her to prom out of pity, then later said if I'd done the same thing she would hate me. And yes, she knew it was out of pity. Long story, which I'll explain later, especially when prom's closer. And then last year at lunch, we'd all sit on a wall and my crush usually sat next to me. She'd go and sit right between us, making both of us scooch apart, which made everyone else scooch (we were in the middle). The thing that messes up that theory is that she's always done this; me not sitting next to crush/bf. With my first boyfriend, she'd always sit between us, both when we were just crushes and dating. She'd never leave us alone, and honestly, she was probably one of the reasons that he started getting sick of me. (But then he was a jerk so I don't really care about that). What gets me upset is I always do the opposite whenever she's around her crushes. I always find an excuse to leave so they can talk. Well, not always with the guy who has a girlfriend. We're friends too, so it'd look weird if I did.
I'm sure you're wondering why I don't just ask her. If you are you should know this. I have. I asked her if she liked him, and she said no. So I don't know what is up with her. Needless to say, we're not really best friends anymore. I mean we are, but we're not. Things are almost strained. So not really looking forward to spending the night at her house. Oh well. Maybe that's what we need. Just some time with just the two of us so we can talk. Well, her little sister will be there and I'm friends with her, and so will one of lil sis' friends who I'm friends with too, but still.
Something else that's been bugging me is another friend of ours. She's a lot younger. And by a lot, I mean a lot. She's 14, and we're all 16. It doesn't seem like a lot, but it is. She's a lot less mature than us, and it's really showing, especially this year. She's a sophomore, and I just feel bad for her. I mean, she should be in 8th grade, at the most 9th. Not 10th. So at the end of last year I let her hang out with us because she had no one else. (She hung out with her aunt, but she was a senior so she left a month early. Yes, her aunt is only four years older than her. Welcome to the town). The problem is, now she's kind of annoying. She doesn't get all when to just let something go, and she's just not mature. I don't know what to do.
So to continue my little venting post, I want to know why everyone's obsessed with Justin Beiber. I mean, I get if say an 8 year old or a 12 year old had a crush on him, but a 16 year old? That's just weird. Yes, I know he's 15, but he looks like he's 12. It's just so weid hearing the girls go on and on about how cute he is. I don't know, maybe it's just me.
So yup. Hope you're all doing fine. If I don't blog before then, have a Happy Whatever You're Celebrating/A Good Day If You Don't Celebrate Anything!
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